What i fear.

IFEARS!

What i fear is many. I fear that God really exists and that he is pissed at me. I fear that i am too smart for my own good. I fear that i be stoopid not to dumb down. I fear that i will spend the rest of my life alone. I fear my own past. I fear that no one will ever read my writing. I fear that i will never own another pet because i am not capable of love. I fear that politics is not real. I fear that the decision makers are making bad decisions and that the people that are supposed to say no are too stoopid t know to say it. I fear that i might marry my ex-wife and divorce her again. I fear the bad auto wreck. I fear having to work for someone else forever. I fear fear it'self. I fear trying something new. I fear my van breaking and me having to ride my bike for transportation. I fear my bike breaking. I fear not getting tips from my cab riders. I fear $40 dollar days. I fear the miss pellings. I fear clipping my fingernails too close. I fear bugs crawling into my ears and laying eggs on my brains. I fear losing limbs from stoopid mistakes. Mostly arms.  I fear that God aint done with me yet. I fear the good days are behind me and that i will never again be in a hammock with my sweetie. I fear not writing a book. I fear anonymity. I fear the people i know. I fear my kindness is too debilitating. I fear that my family is mediocre and likes it. I fear rejection from pretty girls. I fear not trying to get pretty girls. I fear paying full price for anything. I fear not needing anyone. I fear my friends is tired of my fears. I fear i don't get it. I fear people fear me. I fear that the predicaments i find myself in are the fault of my friends not liking me. I fear i am out of chances. I fear i fear. I fear losing my voice. I fear riding on the street away from the flow of traffic. I fear getting a ticket for riding on the sidewalk where no people are using it. I fear possums. I fear running out of gas late at night without a gas can. I fear God is a creation of mean people. I fear that i will meet a chick and fall for her then hate her. I fear not owning my own property again. I fear high interest rates. I fear the headaches are something growing in my head. I fear hip replacements. I fear no one will ever understand my shingle pain. I fear meeting someone with shingle pain worse than mine. I fear spilling this hot coffee on my crotch and not getting $800 thousand in cash. I fear not getting my Rizide smogged. I fear that i haven't hooked up my stereo. I fear checking my online dating account. I fear i have to get back to work.