Tabula Rasa. Nuveau Genesis. Ready Est Go.

There are only 6 houses on my street. I did a distance check and it's about two miles on the road to Fremont street, 1.5 miles by the crows flight and 13 minutes by moped.  For some reason i have yet to rejoice at the new news, perhaps because of the battle shock iv'e maneuvered through over the past 10 odd years. Perhaps i don't feel the joy because i'm afraid that i am starting the same cycle all over again, so used to having nothing, no friends near. No love known. I am too comfortable being the lone pig, invisible to the pork fans in my midst. I am not a blank slate eager to be slathered with color. I am color, verve, vivacity and good times. I am brilliance, forbearance, kindness and hope. I am not going to be able to do this alone. I imagine myself working on a 10 person project without the benefit of the other nine. I need to gather attention and pass on the duty of gaining notoriety to some of the pretty people that the world needs to see in order to believe. I'm ok with that. Snacton Aqua Farms. Growing Up.