Ive always used the term "paralyzed out of contention" as meaning afraid to take action. I am afraid to live my life as it should be lived because if I make the wrong moves at the wrong times all the shit I've gone through, positioning myself for the major come up will be for naught. Living in the Rizide so near work during a wildcat strike is a potential disaster. I sneak about my own "home in stead" for fear of being seen. I sleep with a loaded gun next to my pillow. I keep the windows closed. I'm not paralyzed, I just wish I were invisible.
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