Story Corpse.

I got a call from the New York offices of Story Corps this morning reminding me of appt. in 3 days. Shr sent me a pdf. of ehat they call "great questions". This helps create a script for the interviewer. Im just gonna ramble on.

I wouldn't say I'm paralyzed but...

Ive always used the term "paralyzed out of contention" as meaning afraid to take action. I am afraid to live my life as it should be lived because if I make the wrong moves at the wrong times all the shit I've gone through, positioning myself for the major come up will be for naught. Living in the Rizide so near work during a wildcat strike is a potential disaster. I sneak about my own "home in stead" for fear of being seen. I sleep with a loaded gun next to my pillow. I keep the windows closed. I'm not paralyzed, I just wish I were invisible.

Read the signs and recognizate.

This post is better saved for You2b. The gist though is that I must stop dreaming of helping others and concentrate on helping me.

Core Story.

I have an appointment for Sunday the 14th to share a story with the world. What to say? The Early Times? Abroad in labor? Abandon trouble? Jah bless? Shingle Doubt?  My single concern? Home free? Snacton Anon.?What Ave. U.? Story Corps has always been a favorite. Now its my turn.

Re: RE.

Im gonna dump my re agent. Dudes just not helping me like I think he should. It's like he dont want me to get a house. Contacted the Rural Housing Authority for assistance. The have some programs with down payment gifts, home ownership classes and the like. I can use all the help I can get.

Snacto Mental.

A good thing about Snacton is that its something to offer, an attempt is better than nothing. The tough bit is trying. Trying indeed.