Happiest New Years Ever.

I don't think the party has left me but that i just left partying. For now. 14 hours dedicated to providing cash for the wolves, two hours of chores and winding down and the rest, what knotting leaves little time for anything else but sleep.

Christmas lot.

I have no psyche to go out on xmass eve. I'm afraid to ask others to befriend me. My bullshit meter is set so low it might be broken. That's a good thing if I happen to infiltrate a circle of unclaimed entrepreneurs seeking sage interruption and have it videotape rssed straight to YouTube/HULU/Slate/The Smithsonian, etc. , and help me build the Snacton compound. That's not a fantasy unattainable, thats imperative to every kind of survival. Mental, sexual, financial,  physical and other survivals will require me to be meeting regular people on the regular. I should leave now.

Joy of no elle.

Not feeling Xmas again this year. I hope it's not over for me since it used to be my favorite holiday. But now and for the last 6 years or so I could give a rip about traditions and festivities. This will end next year. I am going to have a girlfriend to consider. Till then new years eve can expect a great deal promotion from me.

Happy Thanks.

It was awesome having the Jeffs and Pornla in town for turkey day. We smoked , drank, cooked, caught up, had a fire and drove about. Just like old times.

I'm in such a funk I cant stand it.

I need help. I need friends. I need help. I dont want to go furniture shopping because I wont be able to get the items out from the van and into the house. How embarrassing is that?

I'm gonna change courses and just take care of myself. Im not the leader, the entrepreneur or the philanthropist. I'm just looking for love. Female ompanionship is happiness for me and trying to convince some gal that my business is best for both of us is too much to ask. My shingle pain is enough to deal with. Im done caring for others. Me time.

Me time.

Own Your Grow.

I here tell that the U.S. government is responsible for the laying off (screwing over) of over 6oo,ooo wage earners.That affects way over 5 million people that count on that paycheck. This kind of unexpected $hortfall is just the reason I am touting the benefits of running an aquaponics based food source. For a few grand, time on the learning curve, marketing training and the recruiting of those interested,  families can hedge against untimely circumstances. At Snacton, we plan on systemizing growth by organizing mini aquaponics farms into a stock market of sorts. Have you ever heard of commodity futures? Same idea.